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G902 completed; FYP up next; OFFICIALLY in huge debt.

I can dumped the poster aside to collect dust. Presentation is much more manageable as compared to essay,
although at part of presentation I went slient. Or Im too used to having 3-4 team mates with me during 3rd meeting, and now when it comes to solo presentation,
I seem a little nervous. But, im glad that its all over.  Here’s their comment, kinda :s

oh well.  Buck up for FYP then :\
which reminds me of MILLIONS OF CODING TO BE DONE. 

Im the new owner of EP1 * screams * and i LOVE it
Got a complete set, inclusive of flash, at a cheaper rate as compared to the market price.
But this baby comes with a price, which officially declared im in huge debt.

poster done :]

woolala, finally finished with my poster.
hopefully fryday’s presentation goes well, keep my finger crossed :]
and; im officially completed with G902
but, there is freaking CE points need to complete, sigh :\

i’d hope and looking forward to;
- get the nude heels from C&K.
- getting a big fat xmas pressie for bff , and have our awesome pre xmas celebree planned out
- ” take over ” ep1 and officially in debt for a year?
-  find a perfect tee.
-  bracelet with bell on ” long~ long~long~” , hahhhaha.
-  SLIM DOWN ( its a long term wish and must do though )

look at the monster;  hahhah
life always dont go the way youu want it to be :\
sigh.
cest la vie.

olympus pen e-p1.

 

My target :D  I am going to get a job (hopefully) and invest it all on this darling
even if I have to work like there is no tomorrow.  Say Im crazy but Im in for it

Just 2 more weeks, I smell vacation :]

I was wondering, if everything is predestined?

seriously, i cant imagine you going overseas to further your studies.

la confiance est comme une gemme précieuse

I have another thoughts of getting ink, considering about my future career, i thought it will be
better that I ink it at somewhere which is not visible :\ Other than mummyGoh will screw me if i ever ink on my wrist, i cant think of any other reasons. hahha
Vball session is a good destress alternatives, but I’d always prefer to fly kite
The 2 pillar of my support is finally back from their getaway, cheers! But I did have a smashing good time with ah jie(2), watching anime SAI, brother Fabian’s prepare late night snacks and defintely a good LAUGHING out LOUD night.
UT(s) is here, and it falls on my off days ): ARGH.  And there is this PP poster to be done, as usual, I have yet to start , kudohs to me  

Trust, simple yet so fragile.
it always have to be; when the circle of trust is broken, it is twice or triple as hard to achieve it back.
or maybe, not even a chance at all, depending on situation and different people define TRUST differently.
and why have it got to be; even though we are being hurt once or twice , and yet, eventually still want to entrust the trust on he/she, and pray so hard to convince or believe that hopefully he/she will never ever break it again ?
The feeling love and hatred comes into the picture now. Isnt love supposed to be simple, and one? :\
how to define love?
Having said so much, I still pin hope that the true love do exist  :D

Halloween special. Honeystar jump

A rather peaceful halloween this year. Usual hangout with the shang-ians for dinner, downtown for the halloween specials and late night movie ( Jennifer’s body ). 
Quality chit chatting session with fat, laughters and intimidation, not bad huh :\ hahahh!
honeystar jump is credited to next time

I have yet to find people that wanted/ willing to go body world ):  sigh.
how about toy musuem instead?

nana have been a real bee bee recently ):
lao da & ah jie leaving for taiwan on the nov10 ):
and then, ah jie(2) and myself will have our stayover, hehe
i want a getaway too, provided I have enough moolahs :s
well, I  supposed my ” getaway ” is to fly kite,  cute right? hahah!

its kind of sad to see one of your friend pretending to be happy,
as though nothing have happened. Worst still, none of them are aware but  prolly only you  aware of what is going on?
yet there is nothing can be done at all ):   cest la vie.

damn;
bracelet is spoiled ):
ilike it sooooo much.

Tour around SG. fly kite. fuji apples

Heading tells all  

went kite flying, in the middle of the windy night at barrage.  thumbs up   After many visits to barrage, this is only the first time that I went to explore and take a look around :\ I dont like the water sprinkle, it started spraying water without any warning, I got shocked but fatfat remained cool, hahahha! 

Thankyou, fatfat, for everything (:

L4D, i seriously hate BOOMER.

After days, weeks, months of persuasion, i finally lay my hands on L4D with the addicts :\
for the past 3 nights, i have been playing it till wee hrs, and still in the midst of training mode, noob!
 Michy almost or already vomitted blood when im spawned to be a boomer, hahah!
Just one map is enough for me and i have enough. And time pass real fast.
and i hate boomer, everytime when im awaiting to enter spawn, i’d pray hard im HUNTER.

that day went to ah jie (2) house for home made dinner,
i like the pasta and sharkfin soup ( but the spaghetti is way tooo generous) 

teh bing  and that little wok noodle from RP’s 口福 is nice

addicts are : Doug, ah jie, MichelleNeo, Daddy Hilman, MummyOng. But the name in  BOLD, is a REAL addict.
hahahha.

I describe L4D as BQT.
doug and daddyHilman are supevisor. ah jie is female supervisor for the girls. den mummyOng, michy, nana are VIP servers. As for me; im still a cocktail server. hahah! Ah chua ( as per michy says ), he got downgrade frm supervisor t cocktail server! hahahhaha. anymore cocktail server interested in join in e addicts force? Noobs are seriously welcome

urge, just too many.

i got the sudden urge to take up french language.
i got the sudden urge for an getaway, frm SG.
i got the urge to change my BB to PB.
i got the urge to bling my gadgets.
i got the urge to buy all the colors of the basics from CO,  and bet i will  

MOOLAHS~

Jolynn Tan Qin Ning

HAHAHHAHAHAHA

I still remember vividly i  saw this tall girl outside tower bar. she was smiling t me. 
First impression : OMG, she is so tall, hahah
until then, i get to know her, and gradually, she’s like a sister to me.
she never fail to give me the word of wisdom and advises, and try to inspire me ( she will get work up, if she saw INSPIRED )
she is also the one that i always run to when im strucked with problems. why, im so sure that, she will be there for me, because, a random saturday night, i was alone at khatib bus stop crying. I called her, but at the same time, chel& gorgor is on the way down to accompany me. Not long after, ah jie came, and because of me, she borrowed her sister car, and a accident happened, and caused some scratches to the car ):  even if its just a short while, she sent me home and accompany me throughout the night.  i will neverforget.

i know im no longer ur prefered confide to; i feel sad all of sudden.
but, still, no one else know me like youu do.
youu are always my ah jie, now and future (: